my ex-fiance died...

well i went to the funeral. i knew i had to go, if nothing else, but to pay my respects to the family that once was mine. there were so many people there, all his immediate and extended family. and they were all so happy to see me. they all told me how good i looked now, and how thankful they were to see me there. when i went to hug his mom, she was just crying telling me how much he still loved me and how sorry she was for everything he did to me. keep in mind that his girlfriend/common law wife was right next to her. it was hard for me to sit there hearing everyone say what a great guy he was and at the same time knowing all he did to me. it made me sick to the stomach.. but he's gone now and i know there's absolutely no point in talking bad about him, it's all in God's judgement, not mine. i'm glad i went to the funeral, because i know the family appreciated my presence. and it also helped me to put turn the final page and close the book on that relationship. may he rest in peace..