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OK OK OK !!!!!

Now it's time for the big guns !!!!!

Here's the Most Sad depressing story.. to make you stalk this gurl.

Back in 5th 6th 7th and 8th Grade I liked this Gurl Alicia. She was great really cute, Extremely nice, freindly and very respectable. Well I was a Dork, and a shy one at that. We were freinds and we had been in classes together and we're cool and all. And I always had the feeling she liked me, BUT I just never worked up the nerve to ask her out. I was infatuated w/ the gurl. But I couldn't find "The Right Time" or work up the guts.

FINALLY in 8th Grade for the End of the year 8th grade dance, the big one before High School. I decided that I was going to ask her to go with me!! Then she broke her leg playing softball. This was GREAT , nobody else was ever going to ask her but Me in that condition ! BUT I WAS STILL A PUSS I told my freinds about it, after 4 years. So of course they put me on the spot, and we're going to make me call her. Well I was still a chicken, and just agreed to let one of my best freinds do it for me. So he called her and asked her for me one the phone AND she said NO I couldn't believe it ... I was torn !!! I was mad cuase I REALLY thought she liked me. He asked her if she was going w/ someone else, and she said no. I couldn't figure it out. ... I knew she didn't Dislike me. I wasn't THAT dorky. Well I didn't go to the dance! And I didn't really talk to her for the rest of the Year. Then in HS she was in One of my classes, I was casual with her, we both had a lot of other things going on. Then I found out my parents we're moving to Maryland, and I left in the middle of that Year. My very last day at school, she was in my last class. I asked her why she didn't want to go to that dance with me. She looked at me really sad with the prettiest eyes and said she thought my freind was prank calling her. Well I couldn't help ... my feelings for her had died down some but I still liked her, and I told her How much I liked her for all those Years, ..... And I cried!! Not a lot just a couple tears. It was such a stinking BUMMER ... this gurl I really truly admired and wanted to be with LIKED me too.... and we Coulda had almost 5 years together... but I was a puss... and now we both knew and I was Leaving for Maryland and Would NEVER see her again. And I haven't

And I was Never a Puss Again.