how soon is too soon ?

[ChrisCantSkate]

i made the other choice about 3-4 months ago, although it was just with a girl who i'd been with for 3 months or so, she went home for the summer, and found out she wouldnt have the money to come back and live. i really wanted to ask her to move in, but didnt want to get in over my head with someone who would now be living with me insead of just sleeping in my bed. we tried to stay close through texting, calls, web shit, etc but the truth was after about a month we stoped talking every day, then we stoped talking every week, now i havnt talked to her in since mid-oct when she came to visit her friends and i. i cant help thinking how my life would be now with her from time to time. even almost everyone i know said i seemed happier and in a better place mentally than i have been in years, even if they didnt know i was with her.

damnit now im thinkin about it

well, do what you feel in your gut. i didnt and trusted my brain and now its just weird talking to her. she was like my twin.