Why does this feel so weird?

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Well I've been waxing idiotic over this whole subject for a few days and I think I'm more in line with theory number 2. I have really bad anxiety (which even medication doesn't control entirely) so I've become a creature of habit and routine. With habit and routine comes little chance for deviation that could trigger anxiety. The strange thing is that I know I'm going home and pretty much picking up where I left off (I'll be going to school...I'm not graduating...and working at least part time) which I remember as a pretty happy time in my life before I moved here. That's the weird part. I'm almost sure shit is going to get better but still I have this lingering feeling of uneasyness. That...and I hate to give up having my own place. It may also be because I just had tons of fun taking my Korean class this semester. It's really the first positive experience I've had since I started taking college classes and now I realize college doesn't have to be completely shitty. Had I realized that when I started going here, I might be leaving with a diploma...but I had already planned to move back home before I realized how much fun I was having. But I suppose that may translate well when I get back home and start classes again. I'll have to change my major (I've decided auto tech is more of a hobby than a career I want) so now I'm thinking about a world languages degree. There's just so much stuff that needs to be settled rather quickly.