Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Rob]

Well...for all that are interested..here's a little run down of my life at the moment...

I got out of the Air Force in Nov. and moved to Georgia for a supposed job that I had lined up, that of course fell through. I have been struggling financially ever since. I now work two jobs just to try to get caught up but I'm still always broke.......that's part one, here's the second part.......

When I moved here, I met a girl through some friends that was married and going through marriage problems. Well one night we were hanging out, one thing led to another, and we had sex. I thought it was just going to be a one-night stand but apparently she was really into me so she wanted to start hanging out more after that....she even left her husband to "date" me. Well, divorce papers were filed and she started staying with me a few nights a week....which turned into moving in with me. Well, we were having sex on a daily basis...normal relationship bullshit. Anyway, two months passed by, everything was great. Then she sees her soon-to-be ex-husband one week to get the rest of her shit out of his apartment and decides that now she doesn't know what she wants to do..stay with me, or get back together with him.....back and forth she goes...one day she wants to be with him...one day with me...I get tired of the bullshit and tell her to get back together with him and think that's the end of it. Well, a couple of days later she tells me that she is pregnant (I know it's mine) so now I'm like "fuck, what do you want to do?" Again, here comes the rollercoaster...she doesn't know who she wants to be with. Finally she decides she wants to work things out with him and tells me that she doesn't want me in her life and wants me to have nothing to do with the baby. Well, I got fed up and told her to go fuck herself and have a nice life. I was upset and pissed off but I put it aside and said fuck it. Then, her stepdad calls me Thursday night telling me a bunch of shit and putting all this shit in my head that I should call her and tell her that I want to be a part of the kid's life and then tells me that she's gonna have a girl....I didn't know what it was gonna be and it made it easier on me....you know what they say, " what you don't know won't hurt you" well, I call her yesterday and try to be civil about the situation and tell her that I want to be able to be a part of the kid's life and be able to see it and all that. Well, all I get from her is basically told that she doesn't want me to be there for the kid...that she already told her husband's family that it was her husband's (her family knows the truth) and proceeds to be a fucking piece of shit cunt to me over the phone. That's when I got pissed off and started this thread.......

Moral of the story....life is one big piece of rotten shit........