i can't take this anymore

[Shaved &/or Laid]

heh. I know exactly how you feel dude. Since we already talked about it. Depression sucks but its kinda all ive got left in me as well, as bad as that sounds. Seems like everything i try to find ends up failing, despite my recent violent attemp at optimism. Gonna try and go visit this girl that lives 3 hours away next weekend to give her her christmas present that i put a lot of thought into. Cant help but think its gonna be a waste of 200 something$ that i could but some Falken Azenis with. Sad thing is im not gonna give up until i know i have to.

I guess girls just dont like guys that really care anymore...