Just need to vent.

Originally posted by mt.biker

I do agree with you on a large portion of this stuff. But one thing that I do know is that I am in love with this girl. I would do anything I could to be with her, hell i'd sell my car. I really beleive that she and I are meant for each other.

I do agree with the thing about my emotions. This girl and I have a long history together that I wont try to explain on here. There is to much. We have done the break up thing to each other a few times. So its not all one sided.

One thing I will say is there wa a point where one of her x's came back and tried to steal her, and it worked for a bit. I tried and tried to get her back, and waited and waited. FInally by the time she came back around I had lost my feelings. She tried and tried to get me back as well. Then after knowing it wouldnt happen (quite a long wait), she started exploring.

But its a 2 way street, we both have our guilty parts. But yes if i was her bf and her ex wanted to hang out and stuff I would feel the same way about her staying away. I do understand that, i dont like it but i understand it. I am just worried her and I friendship will really suffer from it. Which is something we each vowed not to let happen.

So all I can do is sit and wait to see how they play out. He is apparently supposed to move after May and that will be a deciding factor of some stuff. I picture hiim asking her to marry her b4 then at the rate he is going. lol. Anyway, thanks.