how to cure....

i kno this is an old topic and i haven't been on in awhile..just lots of shiet i'm goin thru....and i was figuring everything out and gettin over everything...but i guess i let myself get back into the situation i was tryin to get my azz out of....

and i know its stupid, but i have thought bout suicide....i just want these problems to go away before i have another breakdown again.....which will probably be soon.....

i definitely need some serious help.......

i need my ex back as my gf.....