So I had a horrible weekend!

[Fatal070]

Wow I could honestly write book but I won't.... I'm just going to keep it shorty I broke up with my G/F that I've been dateing for 2 years... It been coming and came... I'm the guy that never lies or cheats I DONT DO SHIT! but you know what happend to me Saturday night... I cheated on my now X g/f.... I dont know I could say I was drunk but thats bs sure I was pretty shasted but I remember some... I feel like the biggest asshole in the world and to top it off I saw the girl sunday night... and pretty much made out with her allnight... I wanted to be single but not like this I'm a dick and half and honestly don't want to live... I can't understand how people can live with the guilt I feel....:o

It hurts me so much that I broke her heart like this... she cheated on me awile ago but that has no relavince it happend when we started going out with her x that he was forced to move to cali and one spring break a last make-out happend.... either way that doesn't matter... I feel like dirt and don't feel right.....