So I had a horrible weekend!
 

Wow I could honestly write book but I won't.... I'm just going to keep it shorty I broke up with my G/F that I've been dateing for 2 years... It been coming and came... I'm the guy that never lies or cheats I DONT DO SHIT! but you know what happend to me Saturday night... I cheated on my now X g/f.... I dont know I could say I was drunk but thats bs sure I was pretty shasted but I remember some... I feel like the biggest asshole in the world and to top it off I saw the girl sunday night... and pretty much made out with her allnight... I wanted to be single but not like this I'm a dick and half and honestly don't want to live... I can't understand how people can live with the guilt I feel....:o

It hurts me so much that I broke her heart like this... she cheated on me awile ago but that has no relavince it happend when we started going out with her x that he was forced to move to cali and one spring break a last make-out happend.... either way that doesn't matter... I feel like dirt and don't feel right.....

What a shitty thing to do. You should feel like shit.

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How do people do it? It's easy...no conscience. I've never cheated on someone nor will I ever...but I know what a lack of conscience is like. But seriously man, I think it's unreasonable and unfair for you to beat yourself up over something she did as well. Not that 2 wrongs make a right, but it's not like any one of us has some unimpeachable moral character. So you fucked up? Can't very well change that. All there is left now is to put yourself back onto a path you can be happy with.

I get ya Steve. However, if you want to be single..get the balls and break the shit off without having to cheat.

This is true...and if you did it solely for a reason to break up with this chick Fatal...you DO deserve to feel like shit. However, I don't think that's the case, so I stand by my previous post.

I will never cheat on a girl, i couldn't bring myself to do such a thing and since I never get drunk enough to blackout I'm pretty safe.
but like steve said there's not much you can do about it and you need to find a "path" again that's all.
so how'd did the ex find out about it?

Well youre an ass for doing it...but theres no sense in beating yourself up. Whats done is done. Just chalk it up to being human.
Not saying that you shouldnt feel bad...just...I dont even know where Im going with this...
Look, she did it too so think of it that way, I guess.

i have serious issues with people who cheat on others they say they "love"

at least you feel bad(shows you've got a soul :D ) and arnt blaming her for it. you'll pull through

I told her myself... yeah I do feel like shit but I need to move on... whats done is done...:yes: I never ever thought I would cheat... but let me say this you never ever know whats going to happen.... I dont even drink that much like 3 times a year... don't smoke and don't do drugs... this is the first bad thing I have ever done...:no:

its good you feel bad about it but I guess All you can do it move on,

I broke up with my boyfriend about a week ago, hes driving me mad even more distant from him. I wanted to be single for awhile, but ive already found someone i like more than i should. I dont know what my damn problem is I feel like alfie.