opinions please....

In a few different posts I have meantioned this girl from my past that I was with for close to 5 years. Well She had cheated on my over spring break back in march and well she contacted me last week and we hung out, and i was with her again last night. Anyway, thats not what I want the opinion on.

So this girl has something over me. She is everything that I could ever think of...besides the fact that she cheated on me. Anyway. When I checked my voicemail last week and heard her voice, It sent chills through my body and i actually trembled the rest of the way home. When I see this girl, she still gives me butterflies, thats how much i feel for this girl. Anyway, I refer to that feeling, I would guess you should call it anxiety, to Soul sweatin.

opinion on these lyrics that i came up with:


Soul Sweatin’

Thought we would stay together
But you didn’t feel the same
You found another lover
Left me half insane

Now you call me on the phone
‘ haven’t seen you in a long long time
You know I never really moved on
Your love stayed up in my mind

Now my soul’s sweatin
Feelings from long ago
My whole life’s upsettin
And I’m ready to explode

Now we’ve been hangin out
Seems like it used to be
Oh and it feels so right
Do you feel the same about me?

I’m doin fine but I’m afraid
Should I let you back inside?
Can’t tell what to do
Maybe I’ll run and hide.

Now my soul’s sweatin
Feelings from long ago
My whole life’s upsettin
And I’m ready to explode