Cheating...

[ohiochica]

OK talk about military and wives etc..................i want your opinion, actually maybe just venting....
my best friend from highschool went into the military, and this summer he came home for a few weeks. well the first day he was in town we got together for lunch and had a blast! the next day he called me and said lets go to a movie we went..well my dumb ass decided to act upon my crush and kiss him on the cheek when we were watching the movie. well .... he pulled away, no bigge i should not have done it to begin with. well at the end of the movie we just sat and chatted as the whole theater rushed out (i cant stand mobs) as were were walking out he playfully went to pin me against the wall and kiss me (i was once raped so being against the wall freaked me out majorly) well i gracefully backed out of the kiss and acted as if he had not done it. well that night i thought we would go grab drinks or something and he instead asks me to take him home so he can go out with the guys i was cool with that. the next day we had plans to go to cedar point, we had them for atleast 6 months! well he never called me and never showed up at home and he has not talked to me since that day! he avoided me and i did talk to him 1 time after and i asked him "why are you avoiding me" and he replyed because "your mad at me and for just reason, i gotta go to work and i will talk to you later, love ya, bye" ok well...months have past he knows i am back with brian and he is back with his fiance (same chick who dumped him cuz she didnt want to be a military wife god i hate her!) well anyways he still will not talk to me......a few of my military friends say he is just upset cuz i rejected his kiss. what is your opinion? how should i handle this? he was my best friend for sooooooooo many years, we have been thru so much and we are soooooo awesome together. we have this brother sister bond thats unreal. and no i dont love him in that way but i love him as a brother.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr