does this make you sick?

[mylittlecivic]

I've never had a boyfriend, im begining to think i dont want one as bad as i thought. I want to be "in love" really bad but it hasnt worked out with any guy yet. And right now I dont like the guy that likes me I like his best friend:( and I dont want to hurt his feelings so I haven't said anything, It's not that theres anything wrong with this guy but he's not my type and I feel like everyone is trying to "make me like him and I cant just do that