The Love of My Life

[Kyle]

guys...i'm a junior in HS now, and there is this girl that i've known for about 5 years.
Her name is Lauren. Ever since 6th grade...i have kinda had a crush on her...and over the years, my feelings for her have just been getting stronger and stronger.
I just think...it's better to tell her how i feel than not to tell her ever.
She is perfect...I see no flaws whatsoever. She is beautiful, smart, funny, fun, cool, and sweet. I couldn't ask for anything more in a girl. The best thing about her, though, is that she likes people or who they are.
Alright... i get all nervous just thinking about her...I wanna tell her to her face...but today, in class i was just THINKING about telling her...and i just about had an anxiety attack...so i scratched that idea...so i figure i'll just write her. the problem is...i have no idea what to say. I can't express my feelings for her in words...they are just to great. I mean...everytime i see her...i just wanna hold her, and be close to her...She is the one i wanna marry...i KNOW she is the one for me...
i just don't know if she feels the same way about me...the way i feel about her is kinda like a little girl for her puppy...always caring for it and giving it everything a little girl can give...wanting to do everything for it, and being the best owner she can...
thats how i feel. I wanna give her everything...i'd do anything for her...i love her