Feels so weird (long post)

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here is how the story goes:

i met this girl 3 years ago, when she just came from romania. some of our common friends introduced me to her, just to help her and tell her how things are going out here with school, college and all other crap. Soon i fell for her and we had a small talk, told her how i feel about her, and she felt about the same for me, but we agreed that we should stay just friends, because her dad is a fu*khead, and won't let her out, with any guys except if she was in groups with other girls. For 2 years we continued to see eachother as friends, she was going out to the library, and i was supposed to pick her out from there and go wherever we wanted. after those 2 years i can say i did not feel anything for her, other than just best friends, she was my little sister, that i never had. everything was fine till friday, when we she had the prom, and went with a guy, and then they became friends. Last night i talked to her, and she told me that he is her bf. She told me that he is a nice guy, she knew him for a while and helped eachother with homework and stuff. they were also in extracuricullar activities toghether, but were not toghther until prom night. In a way i'm happy for her, that she is finally able to have a life, but on the other hand i feel like "Somebody just shoot me !" The weird thing is that i did not feel like this while she was still single. anyway i did not get anything from her like i don't wanna talk to u, or i don't wanna see u again. Last thing she told me was that i'm still her best friend. sorry for the long post but i needed to vent. i guess all this time i felt something more for her than i should have felt for my best friend.