day 4

[ChrisCantSkate]

so 4 days ago i decided out of the blue jsut to stop smoking cigarettes. no real reason, just kinda thought ive smoked em long enough, i had my fun, and im gonna not for a while. its not hard at all. i havnt even thought about it except that im not thinking about it. a few of my friends usta go crazy when i'd smoke one in front of them when they were trying to quit or have quit for a while. but it was because they were forced by the GF or guilted into stoping. me on the other hand i havnt had one craving and ive probobly had the 4 shittiest days of the past few months in which normally i'd kill for a rettie to enjoy a nice smoke after too much stress. its amazing how easy it is to break the physical addiction when you dont let the mental one take you down. if i do start smoking again it was because i wanted to, not because i couldnt handle it.