What would you do?

[mavaaoife]

Well I found out november of last year my sister got engaged... great right? Well then I find out she asked my eldest sister to be her maid of honor and I wasnt asked to be in the wedding.. I wrote her a letter telling her how I felt.. specially since we used to be very close. So.. she writes me back and asks me to do one of two things at her wedding.......1-Help people sign her guestbook....2-Hand out programs... Which I nicely told her Id prefer to just watch if it came down to that. She then contacts me two weeks ago and tells me she really wants me to be apart of her wedding and be an usher cause she made a mistake.. so since she is family.. I said ok( Im always willing to give family a second chance)..Ill usher for it. Well I find out tonight one of her braidsmaids called and regretfully cancelled and she chose a friend to replace her over me.. So Now im REALLY pissed off.. My mom is making me go.. but all i wanna do is kick her in the face.. Am I wrong for feeling like this? Please I need an honest opinion cause I feel like dirt on the bottom of someones shoe...
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