Enough is enough!

[BlackWolf]

Okay, let's go the short story route, I met a guy online, go to meet him at this resturant/bar with my friends 'cause I'm like really shy and nervous as all hell, he shows up and is a HOTTIE, then proceeds to be VERY interested in one of my friends and later when I walk him out to his car, he's acting like he's settlling for me with me. OMFG! I was supposed to be your date, not HER! Fuock you guys, I'm sooo sick of being ignored and passed over for someone prettier! I stayed home and cried all yesterday because now I'm soo depressed. It's not all about him and it's not about her, it's about the whole situation that plays over and over again. I can't meet anyone and apparently I can't keep anyone even though they really like me sexually. I'm sooo through! Don't know how I'm going to finish work today, I just want to cry. I hate myself.....no really. I don't know what I'm going to do........................


*rant over* Thanks for listening...........