ever have...?

[CD5Passion]

has anyone ever had those nights where you're infuriated to all extremes and you don't really know why? The nights where you just think how cool it would be to just run your car into the biggest pole you can possibly find on the side of the road. I hung out with the usual friends but we had my ex come over and hang with us. i think part of the reason I feel so pissed is because how she acts like I don't exist and when she does it's to make fun of me for one of the goddamned downpoints, and she only acts this way when we're around others....what the fuck...I'm sorry for the venting but had one of those nights and needed to do something non destructive about it...