[Grip72]

Oh god. I am so damn confused right now. Ok well a bit of you probably know that i broke up with my gf of 1.5 years and then a week later we started goign out again. Anyways, things were going AWESOME the first 2 weeks of going out agian. Then we went to a stupid 'youth group' (it's a church thing for teens to hang out and play sports etc with a bible study thing, yada yada.) anyways, the youth group had a stupid discussion on relationships and now my "girlfriend" has completely changed her attitude towards me. She says she doesn't know if she wants to have sex anymore (we have been for a year now) and if she wants to be sexual anymore. She says she swears it has nothing to do with me and that she is still atrracted to me and everything. And also i try to hold her hand and hug and kiss her in public (not overly done) but like how normal 'couples" do right, and she says "I don't want to", "i don't feel like it" blah blah. Then later on she decides she wants to be affectionate and if i try saying no to her to give her a taste of her own medicine, she gets upset with me!! what the f*** is that about?? Damn women need some instruction manuals.

i think i just need to vent and i'm really tired