thanks 4jacks for the prayer
honestly, i know this sounds horrible, but i really didn't like anything about him. me and my family sat and were trying to remember something good about him and there just wasn't anything. it's hard not to focus on the bad times because that's all there ever was. i seriously think the happiest times i was with him was while he was in jail for a year. it really was that bad. but like i said, i'm really gonna try to put it all behind me...