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Man this is a not-so-fun situation for me. Before I found the guy im dating now I was madly in love... here goes the whole story (its long so bare with me here). in October of 2002 My best friend introduced me online to his friend from basic.. (one of my weaknesses is military men).. So anywho... We talked for awhile.. an he was in Kosovo at the time.. Right away we knew we clicked and both of us spent money galore on phone bills. Valentines day he sent me a vermont teddy bear.. so i sent him something as well.. Well May 2003.. My besat friends got married.. low and behold Tommy (the army guy) suprised me with 40 other people and came in for the wedding. We hit it off an I was so happy.. Thought i found the love of my life. Well.. September he called my mom and asked for my hand.. when he came home in November he planned on proposing.. So anywho... October comes and he brakes up with me.. tells me we could only be friends. Valentines day of 2004 rolls around and I go up to SC to see my best friends who got married the past may. They tell me about my ex.. how he was engaged to some other woman in November of 03 and was married by January of 2004. That killed me.. I never thought I could trust another guy again.. obviously i was deeply in love with him and he didnt feel as much as i did for him. I've moved on.. 7 months with my current boyfriend and I am in love.. of course in the back of my mind I will always worry about having the same problem here.. but all i can do is trust him and go with my feelings... which is love...
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