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Originally posted by SFKing
ok, heres the deal. i went to go get signed up for college. its a rather small college. 20 people in a class room small. less then 6K students if that.
well i was sitting waiting for my tour guide. well they have a class room by the lobby. im sitting there and BAM right when i looked up i seen my ex-gf walking out. she didnt see me, or i dont think she did. we were almost 50-75 feet away. never made eye contact. i never knew she went there. well actually i forgot she was going to go there. i went with her to her registration and sign up.
after i saw her i cant stop thinking of are relationship. not her in general, but she comes up all the time. the thing is it was my worst and longest relationship. 6-7 months, of bitching nagging mean abusive 5 yr old acting bitch. but the stuff in bed was good. i dumped her after everyone made me realize what i was ignoring, didnt want to realize.
i dont know why im thinking of her and the relationship all the time. its like every 10 mins it come up in mind. everytime i think of it i go why am thinking of this, im never going to date her agian. i wont let myself make that mistake twice.
WHY, MUST I KEEP THINKING OF THIS? WHY?
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Could it be that this girl was someone you honestly and truely had feelings for, did things for, put your heart and efforts into the relationship and she hurt you? It was probably a relationdhip that you really wanted to work out and she prety much dropped your hopes. Probably had expectations about the relationship and things didn't happen the way you wanted...true? Way off? These are just guesses.