[GT40FIED]

I'm with ya Pat. I gave up on "god" completely after my dad died. I didn't have much in the way of faith before then, but that cinched it. Whenever something really bad happens some people will always be there telling you it was "god's" will. If that's "god's" love, then fuck him/her/it. Sure take everyone and everything I care about but it's ok...it's "god's" will. Fuck it. I'm cooler than "god" and you don't see me going around telling people to worship me, do you (although I should)? As for the car...it's just a car man. I'd be really bummed if something happened to the Mustang...but then again it's just a bunch of metal and plastic. Hell, burn the truck to the ground...I'll add some gas and laugh. In any event...doesn't sound like shit can get much worse. That always sounds shitty if you think about it, but at least you know it's just about got to get better.