Hey GT I won't say anything because I agree with you.
The only thing is suicide for some people isn't just cause they want to. You have to remember that people that committ suicide usually aren't mentall stable. Their brain is usually chemically inballanced, they are usually missing a lot of pieces up in the old noodle that most 'normal' people have. I think suicide is a cheap way out, but I have been through it and still deal with it everyday. No not your typical oh I'm depressed cause I'm a teenage bullshit. I'm 24 years old and I deal with depression, I'm worse then a rollercoaster, and have been through therapy and everything. I choose not to take drugs because I honestly feel as though, it fucks you up more. So coming from me, I can sort of see where he is coming from.
Think about that situation for a second, think about what would go through your mind after getting news like that.
You're being pricked and prodded at for a hellish 7 or 8 months. You're thinking all of this is going to be worth it in the end and I'll hopefully be able to raise your son while being halfway normal, everythings slowly getting better. Then all of a sudden, the suffering you went through means nothing because as it turns out, too many transfusions, youre gonna die.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to justify his suicide at all. I'm just saying that if it was me, or most of us, we might have done the same thing.
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That being said, I'm sure I'll catch all hell for what comes next.
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I sure hope not.