[ohiochica]

oh shit got better since the last rant. he comes to me and asks.....do you know what i did with the xmas tree i bought a few years ago? i am like in the basement would be my guess ....he says its not there. i then ask which tree. he says the pencil tree. i saw stars. my mom scrimped and saved alllllllllll year to buy that damn tree and he is going to take credit for it! bullshit but i kept quiet. then he syas he wanted to give it to marcy to use. wtf he is going to give my moms most prized possesion to his damn gf! oh hell i dont think so! so monday when he goes to work i am going up in the attic where i think it is and taking it to my friends house. he is going to keep it for me. that totally pissed me off!

fyi..... i was out on my own before my mom got sick, when she got sick i moved back home to help out with her and alllllll the medical bills. he has no ****ing idea what i did for this family. and now he is going to treat me like this? ummmmmmm wake up old man you are going to die a bitter lonely death. he has no kids and no younger relatives. life is gonna suck for him!

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ok off my rant, thansk guys for all the support. gt your are so right it doesnt get any easier! i thought since this will be my 3 seasn without her that it would be ok and not so sad, reality check for me this has gotta be the very worst one yet. next year i guarantee i go on a cruise or i am in florida for christmas. only one month left and it will be alllllllllllllllll over and i can get back to my life. wonder if i click my heels together and say theres no place like home 3 times if it will bring be to oz. (dorthy in the wizard of oz)

what goes around comes around.

thanks guys