lol Jason...thanks...
o.k...I can't really get into what happened with me but basically it involved a situation that I got myself into that I should never have...bad decisions made on my part and in the end, I have gotten hurt over it....I guess that's what I get for letting my wall down and letting someone in my life... I just need some time to get over it...thanks again to everyone for being there for me.....
<---- for everyone who replied to this thread
and D...thanks sweetie........